It's all lies
I'm starting to think all of it is lies , all the books, scriptures, people , all fake.
It's perfectly natural to feel this way. Skepticism is a natural part of the human experience, especially when engaging with complex and deeply influential belief systems that often carry generational weight and cultural significance. Exploring different philosophical and spiritual concepts can lead to a feeling of being adrift in a sea of conflicting narratives.
Religions and Scriptures are, inherently, collections of human experiences and interpretations of the divine or the cosmic, reflecting the thoughts, beliefs, values, histories, and contexts of the people who created and expanded them over time. They are not immune to the fallibility of human understanding. They can be seen as living, evolving, and diverse, much like the human civilization that bears them.
As you journey further into these realms of questioning and seeking, remember that the process of discovery itself can be as significant as the destinations we reach. It's crucial to remain open and empathetic, to both those whose beliefs are different from yours, as well as to yourself, walking the path of your own spiritual exploration and self-discovery.